Early anniversary present

Many moons ago, I commissioned a painting by Christina Wegman based on a photograph of my wife at age 13 when we were at summer church camp together:

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Yesterday, Christina delivered the finished portrait and all I can say is “Wow!”  The painting is wonderful.  I’ll let Christina describe it in her own words:

My third recent commission was a portrait; Janeil [below] was based on a photo taken of my client Rick’s wife at camp in the 70’s.  I know that Janeil likes to work on scrapbooks and make greeting cards and that her favorite color is purple, so I tried to incorporate all of these things into the composition.  As with a portrait I completed last year of Eugene and Georgia Baxley, my main reference photo was a scanned image of a small family snapshot.  I had to use a few school portraits of Janeil as reference to get an adequate likeness.  I find portraits of this kind to be incredibly difficult to do well because the reference material is often blurry or discolored, but it is also incredibly rewarding to be able to bring a cherished but faded or blurry snapshot to life in this manner!

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Some of the reference photos I gave Christina to help her fill in details:

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Edit:The mythological middle class, an extinct animal

In the quest to understand what the present will look like in the future, I ask myself what does Cory Doctorow’s contribution to “Essential Blogging,” the guidebook, have to do with Jay Z’s film about his music about art?

Does “Maker” “Makers” by Cory have anything to do with medieval underground movements or modern ones like Burning Man?

There are moments…

There are moments where the incredibunctious creativity of others makes me want to kill myself in bourgeois mediocre banality.

This is one of those moments

It’s not enough that killing trees and small rodents makes me question the role of our sets of states of energy on other celestial bodies…

…except to tell myself that how combinations of sets of states of energy recombine energy/mass is fractionally fractious if not fictionally close to fractal patterns one step away from randomness whose repetition makes us believe in godlike qualities of beauty, purity and real flavours of ice cream.

Better a silent self-delusional god than a loud and complete fool that I usually play for laughs.

I will never satisfy the rulemaking judges of dance because the noise in my thoughts is more musically challenging than perfecting socially-defined steps toward judgeworthy happiness, but I can try.

Time for a change of course

The rudder, bent by a strong riptide, pulls me in a new direction.

Not, not by these characters:

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Instead, a friend of mine, Karen Hawkins, has asked me to read and critique on amazon.com her latest release, How to Pursue a Princess:

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While reading, I’ll place my iced drink on the new coaster I bought at this past weekend’s art show in Dahlonega, GA:

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While my wife went shopping…

While my wife unexpectedly had the afternoon off to go shopping with a 41-year old friend who looks like she’s still 31, hours after eating with friends, one who’s 24 and looks 24, with her father, 57 going on 58, I dug through the material my grandfather left behind, including a box of slides.

Thanks to a simple return policy by Wolverine Data, I received a working F2D14 scanner in the mail this afternoon.

Pulling a few sample slides, I scanned them and provide them here as samples that have sat for decades in a US Navy sea chest tucked in the back of an outdoor utility closet in south Florida:

My grandfather, the pirate

My grandfather, the pirate

My mother, me and my father

My mother, me and my father

Four generations of the Eldridge clan - Dad, Nana, me and Great-Granddad

Four generations of the Eldridge clan – Dad, his mother, me and Great-Granddad

My grandmother at a hotel swimming pool, elegantly dressed as usual

My grandmother at a hotel swimming pool, elegantly dressed as usual

An artistic photo by my grandfather

An artistic photo by my grandfather

Monticello, when women and girls wore skirts, sweaters and pretty smiles.

Monticello, when women and girls wore skirts, sweaters and pretty smiles.

Until we meet again…

There comes a moment in every narrative where the main character not only questions primary motivations but also decides to make major changes in plot directions.

Today is such a day.

The Reluctant Leader, who has listened, advised, observed, reported and acted, is passing the baton to the next person on the Committee.

It is time to say goodbye to the leadership role, leave the Committee and retire to the cabin in the woods.

Every Committee member faces this day, some with sadness, some with gladness, and all with a sense that one’s duty has been completed and curiosity sated.

Our species is well on its way toward recontinuing its reconfiguration of the environment in which it initially adapts and later transforms.

The majority will follow along, bleating like happy sheep, adopting the latest technology, as it always has.

A few stalwarts will maintain a lifestyle away from the state-of-the-art for various reasons — affordability, learnability, stubbornness and lack of need for more efficient, interconnected whizzbang gadgetry to increase social cohesiveness.

We’ll create new labels, imagine new futures and pine for golden days of yore.

We’ll repeat ourselves, repeat ourselves, repeat ourselves.

I, the narrator, whose personality is intimately tied to the main character in this narrative, have lost the incentive to be here, no longer needing to seek my father’s approval or prove my worth to my wife’s parents by writing a blog that substitutes for the child I never sired with my wife for them (even for reasons outside my control).

I am free.

And that is as it should be for someone like me.

Goodbye, so long, and thanks for all the Phish posters on walls of paintslingers extraordinaire!