You want it forwards or backwards?

At a Committee meeting last night, rain splattered on top of a cargo hauler.

In a room nearby, a quartet of one piano and three violins practiced the Mozart effect.

The Committee listened as I presented the future of zombie computer networks operating in automobiles whose drivers’ habits have been mapped, ensuring a 90-plus percent accuracy of node availability for using the vehicles to calculate a near 100 percent accurate and precise future.

All while generic Norco coarsely traced a course through my central nervous system.

Thanks to many: Deborah, Judy, CJ, Dr. Maddox the ballroom dancer, Surgery Center front desk experts, Cassie in serious profile, Chanda with the watch, Lori White in pink, Dr. Miller, Jessica (nearly a year marrired? or is she the one who visited Ketchikan?) and the rest of the professional staff who made my surgical procedure experience pleasantly memorable.

After undressing, receiving the EKG&IV, and enjoying the ride to the operating room, I looked at all the equipment (much stamped Stryker?), watched a person in blue try to slide a hook in a track on the ceiling, seeing my name and procedure written on a whiteboard, and woke up surrounded by more smiling faces.

It’s fun to pretend to be an innocent scared child facing adults who have well-practiced instructions on how to care for you, unlike the rest of real life.

Reminds me to ask what happens to all the stimulus junkie children when they have to wake up from their texting/gaming/videomakingviewing youth to create a viable means of support less dependent on constant/costly artificial stimuli.

I listened with the Committee to a presentation about breaking up Greece into corporate entities, much like city-states of old, where citizens get shares equal to their portion of the national debt which serves as their “vote” in the new system that they can accumulate or sell, increasing or decreasing their official voice/input to how the system works.

Now, I’ve got a backlog of computer analysed computer simulations to evaluate and compare to the Book of the Future.

After I sharpen my pencil…or my wit!

“Progressive Liberalist Party elects Al Franken and Barney Frank to oppose Obama in 2012 – Jerry Brown and Shakira admit defeat. Cuomo won’t commit to comment.”

“Al Gore accepts Green Party nomination, mulls VP choice – Jolly Green Giant or Smokey the Bear?”

“Google denies rumour of talks to buy GM/Monsanto/Caterpillar/ExxonMobil/BoA conglomerate.”

“FedEx sponsors fed gov’t building. New motto: ‘FedEx Supreme Court – we deliver judicial decisions to disrupt your lives overnight for truth, justice and the American fastfood life.'”

“Bud Selig banned for life from attending Dodgers’ games – more team owners may jump on bankruptcy/bannedwagon.”

“Williams sisters retire after losses at Wimbledon – start new careers as Myanmar rap stars with hit, ‘We’re so poor, our butlers can’t afford their own butlers no more'”

What does “filmy” mean?

If I am a prism or funhouse mirror, there is a film over my shiny surface.

A “fil-uhm,” if you will.

Not a movie or flick.

Not a celluloid or cellulose substance.

The film is made of a bunch of threads that say “what if…?”.

Some days, making my own way, having no signposts I consider permanent guides down a path because I’m mentally trailblazing, I get caught in webs of “what if…?” threads.

The threads become reality and reality is lost in a filmy haze, a background to minor mental dramas a spider or muddauber wasp would not understand.

Learning more about how my central nervous system works would not help me today.

Whether the brain is an imaginary center of my universe or a switchboard without a soul doesn’t matter.

I’m dimly making myself take steps – away, from, to, fast, slow…

Escape or rescue?

I’ve been here before and I still don’t know the answer.

The solution is to make myself disappear, become wallpaper, build a barrier that hides whatever is left of the self from the rest of a species of selves.

I do not exist.

I am unimportant.

These states of energy make their own way, slowly, carefully, a journey, sooner or later, to death.

Leaving?

A blog that gives thanks to others who do exist: Crystal at Apollo Cafe, CeCe’s yogurt shop, Lowe Mill, Flying Monkey Theatre and its support crew, Christabel and the Jons, Helen Keller’s Ukelele, Fred Bread.

To see the world of beautiful young people having fun on the dance floor…

I am an old man, older than I try to deny.

To see my time has come and gone, no longer able to create illusions of youthful hope for my grownup future…sigh…

Well…”my troubles are few,” I can console myself with, “I have an extremely comfortable life in comparison to most others of my species, no survival challenges, no children to worry about or grandchildren to dote upon.  I have what I asked for, so be happy, dammit!”

The private self is in conflict with the public persona, that’s certain.

There are days when the simple act of socialising with others is uncomfortable because, as a person who tries to please everyone all the time, I can find no value in sharing my melancholy thoughts that sometimes border on depression and other less self-assuring attitudes.

To know I am not alone in this mood is even less assuring, due to imagining there’s got to be something about me that’s original even though I know nothing under the sun is completely new.

This mood shall pass.

I shall return to accepting the role I assigned myself a long time ago, making sure our species carves out resources for securing a place for us in the cosmos off this planet.

If that’s all I believe I’ve accomplished, I will not have lived as more than a weather vane that points wherever the winds of change are blowing.

I look across the room, briefly staring into the eyes of a singer who’s sung the same tunes many times, occasionally running into audiences that have no appreciation for the dance style that goes with the music she (or others) wrote but giving her best singing/acting performance every time, no matter what.

She looks back.

Normally, I would give her a look of reassurance.

But last night, I could not.

There was nothing inside me with which I could match/equal or exceed her place in the moment and into the next.

She’s living a real life, trying to earn enough money to go on to the next moment, traveling with her bandmates to strange or semifamiliar towns, seeking and giving honestly, not trying to steal money from LinkedIn through a botched IPO price fix, or selling a dream that the overpriced car in front of you will not only empty your bank account but also make you well-respected by other fools soon parted with their money, regardless of how they, too, acquired wealth from fools.

A look.

There’s no barter exchange in a look.

There’s just two people involved in external stimuli activating two central nervous systems.

Two sets of states of energy in a giant universe completely unaware of itself in any cognitive manner.

Is that too much to ask of me, to participate in that moment with another person, pushing aside a minor issue or two that pales in comparison to what that other person faces everyday?

I can’t wait until I get my mother in-law settled into wherever she and my wife will be happiest, taking into account as much as possible the feelings and wishes of a niece, a nephew and a sister in-law.

Then I can return to my imagination or even create a reality where looks become regular conversations, topics relatively unimportant in the moment, the future completely unknown.

More Headlines

“Band Manager for The New Pornographers Admits Bribing US SEAL Team with Bin Laden Porn Stash”

“Obama Spied Secretly Negotiating 2012 VP Deal with Palin in Exchange for Alaska Oil Deal”

“Brazilian Scientist Creates Anaerobic Carbon-Capturing Artifical Photosyntheis ‘Tree’; Brazilian Officials Rejoice, Pave Over Amazon Rainforest for Massive Supercity”

“Saudi Government Converts Peninsula Into Giant Solar FauxPalm-Lined Beach, Using Faux-Grass Solar Panel Suburban Lawns to Fuel Modern Civilisation, Becoming First Nonoil-Dependent Nation”

“Technical College Opens New Landscape Engineering Department, Sponsored by the Intel-Huawei-Sony Corporation”

“Colbert Declares Himself Emperour, Forms New Global Government In Exile, Devoted to Dry, Acerbic Humour for the Ham-On-Wry Masses”

“Hillary Clinton Defeats Colbert in Thumb Wrestling Match, Reveals Billary Husband/Wife Coemperourship Rocketing to Mars Headquarters Soon”

“Union for the Preservation of Unions Dissolves all Worker Unions into Website for Chronic Employee Complaints titled ‘That’s Why They Call It A Job'”

“British Monarchy Funds New Comedy Troupe Shoppe for Exclusive Rights to Officially Make Funne of Thugs with Crowns”

“India Caught Drilling Gargantuan Water Tap into Himalayan Glacier Network, Consents to Relocate Bangladesh to Hidden Indian Gov’t Officials’ Private Holiday ‘Shangri-La’ Resort”

“George W. Bush Contracts Reagan-Thatcher Disease, Can’t Remember Details of US Presidency”

“China Finishes Plans of Tibetan Amusement Park, ‘Retrains’ Monks for Park Guide/Mascot Duty”

“Guinness Book of Records Annoints Panama Canal as World’s Largest Water Slide”

“Food is Shown to be Both Fatally Cancerous and Good for You at the Same Time – Anorexic and Obesity Support Groups Cry ‘Foul Fowl, Fools! Dig in, if you Dare!'”

Stop Print Shop Lexicographers Delete Punctuation From All Languages Stop Use Stop Instead Stop Stop Please Stop Stop Stop

“World Court Rules Trees are International Treasure, Allowed to Fall and Rot in Place; Roads Become Obstacle Courses; Cotton Prices Soar on Toilet/Facial Tissue Industry Conversion News, Surpassing Oil and Gold; Lumberjacks Protest, Invent Miniature Cotton Plant Chainsaw”

“Pope Blesses Islam as Catholic Sect, Sees Protestants and Jews as Wandering Catholic Children, Hints Buddhists and Hindus are Probably Catholic, too; Vatican City PayPal Donations Clog Internet More Effectively than Spam, Offline Bible Reading Explodes in Proportion”

“Research Shows Headlines are Subliminal Messages from Aliens, Nostradamus Predicted”

“Supermarket Rag Mags Receive Lifetime Achievement Award for Most Insightful/Entertaining News, ‘Legitimate’ Journalism Finally Dies A Merciful Death”

“The Committee Makes Satire the One True Religion, Outlaws Seriousness; Punishments will Include Reading Bad Jokes in Front of Drunk, Tomato-Wielding Comedy Circuit Crowds Night-after-Night, No Rewrites Allowed”

“SETI Discovers Radiowave Radiation Attack from Extraterrestrial War Accidentally Created Life on Earth, Intercepted Galactic ‘Wikileaks’ Communications Details”

“Life Started A Moment Ago, Ends In The Next Moment, Guru Proves with Lack of Evidence”

“Germany Will Only Approve Doctoral Theses with the Best Use of Plagiarism From Now On, the Government Precisely Copying GrecoRoman Law, Itself A Copy, for this Proclamation”

Thus endeth today’s satirically sacred meditative lesson. Bless you, Satire. Thanks for your confession – five hearty laughs and ten raucous guffaws every day until your next confession.

Bleak, beak, break

What is the most complex music, both rhythmically and harmonically?

And is music the sounds we think we hear, being the only species we see that create sound-modification tools?

With a whole universe at its disposal, wouldn’t a deity hear us as subatomic particles spinning around one atom in a cacophony of clashing galaxies?

When politics stops being about positioning for reelection, wake me up and I’ll comment about why the U.S. is no longer interested in direct military involvement in northern African regime change.

Simple duties first: circle the wagons and count your ammunition.

We had planned to show you who Obama really is after he finishes his run at U.S. President, whenever that is.

Impatience.

I’d rather deal with impatiens.

Or tracking the rare orange-tailed albino three-horned deer that still lives in the woods of the southeastern U.S. and lives on the rims of river canyons.

With 14,274 days left, the Committee wants to know the specifics of getting us to the milestone.

For those who worry we aren’t going to make it, I’ve created a calendar-based project timeline, dividing assignments into 1,000-day increments, figuring that’s about all the detail we need to get us there.  Visit with any Committee member to see the chart.

Google may be on its last days as one of the planet’s Internet gatekeepers.

Private rocketeers, in one form or another, play their part in the bigger picture.

The Walls of Jericho offer another surprise, when it’s dry.

There’s more to say but I don’t know how to tell you today.

Replenishing my supply line

You won't find it if you stop at the first set of falls.

I learned to share/compete from watching butterflies

Yesterday, while hiking in the (pardon me while I take a deep breath) Forever Wild Land Trust Walls of Jericho Tract Nature Preserve, Recreation Area, and Wildlife Management Area Addition, I thought very little about the rest of the world outside the preserve.

I gave a few minutes of thinking to the length of time we call an American Presidential term and how it relates to the life of a person (100% of a four-year old, 10% of a forty year old, etc.).

I wondered for a bit what the rest of my species was going to do about the change of political leadership in the area we now call Libya (Arabic: ‏ليبيا‎).

Otherwise, I lived in the sated stated of meditative marvelling.

Doesn’t matter to me if you have thoughts concerning an entity that would create the universe as we know it or thoughts that we are just random interacting states of energy.

I, because of my traditional thoughts given to me by a particular subcultural upbringing, was inclined yesterday to say, “Wow!  Thank You for this fantastic world You’ve given us, Lord.”

I’ll list the common names of blooming wildflowers I saw: foamflower, mountain phlox, Johnny jumpup, dogtooth violet, Indian corn/squawroot, club moss, white star grass, pipsissewa/spotted wintergreen, trout lily, trillium, wild geranium, bloodroot, dwarf crested iris, mayapple, puttyroot, little brown jug, rue anemone, and several whose common/Latin names I can’t remember anymore but were just as fascinating without human labels.

The dogwoods and redbuds were still in bloom.

Fern fronds curled out like they were just waking up from a winter slumber.

Mosses and lichens were at their saturated best.

Lady’s slipper orchids and buckeyes were several weeks away from blooming, I guess.

The view from the southern rim was great this time of year, with the lower waterfall clearly visible before trees leaf out.

Walls of Jericho lower falls - South Rim trail view, 6th Apr 2011

The second foot bridge had slipped sideways, making for an interesting walk across, aided somewhat by a rope hand railing.

The trail was more populated with our species than the hike in October.

No overnight campers but there was some politician/preacher type named Andy who was very informative about the creek crossing (“the water’s high, so it’s a ‘take your boots and wade’ day but worth it when you get to the other side’), three older guys from NW Alabama, one in jungle camo (they reminded me of military veterans trying to relive their glory days on bivouac), a middle-aged couple who hike this trail every spring (“There aren’t nearly as many bluebells [mountain phlox] as there have been the past couple of years.  You can’t never tell what a late winter’ll do to the timing of wildflower blooms, can you?”), a young couple who’d come to make a photoshoot in the woods, and two young guys looking to see who was faster to hike to the falls.

I thought the highlight of the trip, other than wildflowers and many wetweather creeks fully flowing, would be my hike along the South Rim trail which, incidentally, ended when I reached a part of the rim that looked like it was too precarious for this big-framed (i.e., close to obese) body to attempt edging along.  If I was in my twenties again, maybe.

But I snapped a few good photos from the rim and that was well worth the trip.

Or so I thought…

I had passed the three amigos back before the first foot bridge.

After hiking back down the south rim, I caught up with the three fellows as they clamoured along the edge of the bottom of the Walls of Jericho next to the creek.

I slipped up on them easily because they talked loudly with each other about common topics.

They also left footprints in wet spots on the trail so maybe they weren’t former scouts.

In any case, we arrived at the creek crossing at the base of the falls.

Because the creek bed is relatively dry most of the year, the rocks are covered with type of lichen that’s not slippery when wet.

Wearing old, porous New Balance shoes, I tiptoed across the the tops of rocks that were barely covered by the rushing water, using a hiking stick I picked up at the start of the trail as a kind of pole vault or third leg to propel me over places where a stepping stone was unavailable.

My shoes were damp but not soaked by the time I got to the other side of the creek.

The three guys had removed their hiking boots and socks and waded slowly across.

I left them behind and proceeded to a dry rock in the sun to eat my peanut-butter sandwich (thanks to Atlanta Bread for the loaves provided at the Rocket City Marathon, a few of which my wife and I had frozen) and trail mix (courtesy of Walmart) along with an apple and ample swigs of filtered water.

Watched a golden hawk fly over just as a jet left a contrail behind.  Great juxtaposition.

And now the best part.

My competitive self kicked in, seeing these old fellas, so I decided to shimmy up the face of the rock ledge that led to what I thought would be the upper pool of water.

After I got to the top, I found small pools of water, but no major source for the large volume of agua pouring out of the side of the mountain that formed the lower waterfall I saw from the South Rim trail.

I walked further “upstream,” hearing a roaring sound but seeing nothing, until…

SORRY! I CAN’T HEAR FOR THE HIDDEN WATERFALL!

Hidden around a bend, a good-sized waterfall (not Niagara or Victoria but more than the water pouring out of my tap at home) gushed over a ledge and down into a pit.

The spray of water rising from the pit painted a rainbow in midair.

More butterflies congregated around a sweet spot.

For lack of anything more creative to say, I was in awe of nature’s little surprises, like the ticks that appear out of nowhere on the most inconvenient places around my body.

Eventually, two of the guys arrived and were just as amazed as I was, because none of us had heard of this hidden waterfall, and we’d talked with several people who’d been here, we discovered in conversation while they snapped photos.

It was, to us, like being explorers finding the Fountain of Youth unexpectedly.

What grown-up kid doesn’t want to make that claim?!

I finished my bag of trail mix, looked at my watch (12:05, having started at the carpark at 9:15) and decided to hike out as fast as my tired but wobbly legs would let me, knowing I had dance lessons to rest up for later this evening.

The world keeps turning.

On the way out, I ran into the third fellow, who’d decided to return to the other side of creek and rest.

Either that, or be a lookout for the other two.  Who knows?  After all, I was a stranger to them and they joked several times about a stranger who could sneak up on them could just as easily shoot them and take their wallets.

Little do they know.

What’s a few hundred dollars to someone who manages a whole solar system? 😉

The way back was tougher than I remembered, taking me two hours to complete.

But then again, the last time I hiked this I hadn’t thrown in a South Rim trail excursion and a rock face climb to the (if not one of the) upper falls.  [But I had lost 20 pounds since then.  Oh well, cardiovascular workout is still missing from my daily regimen.]

At the carpark, I ate an apple and finished the rest of my two litres of water.  I could have drunk three.

I leaned the walking stick against the information signage and drove 45 miles homeward, back along the highway named after the author of the song, “Green, Green Grass of Home,*” an appropriate melodic image to end this blog with.

[*Which might explain why “What’s New, Pussycat?” was playing in my head as I was climbing back up toward the carpark.  Pop music gets in your thoughts and waits for quiet moments to let you know you’re part of something bigger socially and your brain can hold more than you think you know.]

YouTube has many versions of the classic, including, of course, Porter Wagoner.  For alternatives, try Dennis Brown or Delroy Wilson.

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The Dance of Shells In Their Chicks

Have you ever listened to Moussorgsky compositions played on harp or guitar?  Which version did you like better?

…sound waves versus radio waves versus ocean waves…

Have you ever watched rain on a duck’s back?

Tonnes of water darken the sky – falling in droplets, rushing through the wet weather creek bed – the gulley washer dragging leaves, small pebbles, and colloidally suspended dirt particles to lower elevations.

How do snails hide from rain?

Does thunder rattle your brain?

My thoughts float on instrumental folk guitar notes.

An apple disappears into my digestive tract.

I am tuned out and tuned in.

Free to express my thoughts, wondering about the following phrase: “…or a corporation to which many gave up (or agreed in their thoughts to delay expressing) their personal beliefs in order to provide food and shelter for themselves and their families in a generic socially-acceptable setting).”

For what are you willing to give up being yourself, as rational or random or randomly rational as you want to be at any moment?

Do you support every form of open source?

I say I follow my instincts because I have no better way to express how I feel the moment flow through the me that does not exist.

Words are a limited form of expression but easy to assemble.

I choose to entertain myself with these words.

One-upping is not my goal, just the feeling that I was a unique example of myself as one member of my species in a split-second of a moment.

Micro/macro trends are a byproduct of being a person at my age, surfing the lifestyles of the rest of the members of my species in the global socio-politico-loco-ecosystem, pushing buttons and pulling levers in this alternate universe of a blog.

Any resemblance to what you call reality is coincidence.

Your lives are so much more interesting, varied and wonderful than one blog could hope to capture.

Be fruitful and multiply.  If you can’t do that, do whatever else expresses you at your best or worst, at your leisure.

The last strummed note of the guitar fades.

And with that, this blog entry closes.

Dance as if everyone is looking to see you re/learn what being you is all about from one fantastic moment to the next!

A Peace of Candy

In a bog behind the house, hundreds of shooting stars, with a couple of mountain phlox bouquets standing out violetly.

Standing on top of a pyramid are the boldest of the bold, savagely smart.

Outside a theatre, a person leans against the case displaying posters for upcoming films.

Adventure never awaits.  It acts and then is gone.

A river runs through a gorge or canyon, dirty at the head, clean and clear at the mouth.

A dachshund barks excitedly.

The power of the psychoanalysed species storyline reverberates.

Why are storms brewing and not stewing?

Besides deductive forms, what other types of thinking exist?  If conductors use conductive reasoning, who uses inductive reasoning?  HVAC specialists?  What about reductive, constructive, productive, or instructive?

If groups of earthquakes, randomly selected or chronologically ordered, have no occurrence patterns, why worry about when or if they’ll occur?

Cause and effect are symbols.

Should intellectuals only call for revolutions that will be joined and fought by other intellectuals?

Or do we keep on employing the services of, and usually destroying, the large families’ children who can find no productive social position?

Alpha males and females will always find ways to pit non-alphas against each other.

Remind yourself about that last sentence whenever you interpret the behaviour of our species on the local and global scale.

Same song, new lyricist(s) for the next verse.

It’s easy to take candy from the mouths of crying babes when you’re deaf.

How many families with seven children live happily on one, two, five, ten, or twenty percent of $174,000/year salary equivalent?

The longer I live, the more I’m convinced that I should be convinced the cycles and spirals will change one day.

I return to the fact that I know better than to fool myself into believing anything.

I run simulation scenarios and create situations that best match reality with virtuality, sure that nothing sits still.

The stack of books beside me is rotating in a complex helical pattern that I barely perceive, never the same from one moment to the next.

But my conditioned brain doesn’t believe the last sentence because it sees the same stack of tattered edges sitting in the same position day after day.

Pick up one book and its potential gravity is reduced when I let go, full proof of my foolproof theory that nothing is ever the same.

For a thousand summers, I will wait for you…” takes on such an existentially funny meaning when one compares the song’s lyrics to Camus’ “The Fall,” or listens to any promise that a promise will be fulfilled.

In my pocket I carry a candied peace, a peace of candy.

If a 14-year old woman can wisely observe in her own way, “trop de gens ont décidé de se passer de la générosité pour practiquer la charité,” then let’s forget about symbols like “hypocrisy” and move on toward concrete goals, no matter how false they truly are.

Do not c0nfuse yourself with words like peace or war, because they are paisley and plaid, two patterns imprinted on the same cloth.

change, change, change, change, change, change, change, change,

You do not see eight instances of the same thing called “change,”.

Do I give myself permission to break the NDA and tell you in your words what is unexplainable?

Do you understand how to create and manage patterns that none of us sees?

I’m happy to exist.  Other than that, everything and nothing is the same.

The last two sentences explain the unexplainable in your words.

If you treat a two-year old with the respect s/he desires, you instantly create an adult.

Reduce thought patterns to states of energy, eliminating contradictory subcultural norms, and you can create a masterpiece.

The last two sentences in your words convert the unexplainable to practical use.

That’s all you need to know.

I’ve repeated our species’ meandering thought patterns enough for one night.

I don’t have to tell you what we do with the rest of the universe that has no immediate effect on your species because we’d have to undo thousands of years of your cultural meme braiding as well as show you that the universe as you imagine it does not exist.

To the majority of you, it wouldn’t change what you plan to do in the next moment, anyway.

I’ll just go on to bed now, pretending that tomorrow is another day.

Next on the recurring list: OTH, fire-and-forget, LHC.  Start over again.

Thanks to park rangers, Brittany at Big Lots, Alyssa/Xavier/Lindsay-Blaire at Rave, Roy at Walmart, and Holly at a place I’ve forgotten.

L’alarm memorable

How am I lucky?

Gnats and crane flies draw imaginary 3D scribbled Spirograph patterns in the space I call my front yard outside the windowed, sunny view this morning.

How far “up” does my yard extend?

60 deg F on this 2nd day of April in the year I’m told is 2011.

I am floating on air today for the simple, joyous fact I danced with a beautiful lithe butterfly last night (I also danced with an angel (my wife, of course)).

The graceful movements of a ballet dancer who flew across the dance floor with the slightest touch of my hands.

And I don’t know her name.

Her name, I’m sure, means “brings him luck” in some language.

A nod to Erin at P.F. Chang’s; the chiropractor who works in Madison, Alabama (Dr. Alice?); Joe and his dance partner, Wendy; Curly and his swing partner; Kareem at the Apple store; and the kind folks at Ulta who helped my wife.

Currently, I’m working up a storyline that incorporates the following facts: a woman working 10 years in the restaurant business, who’s paying off college debt, moved from New Mexico to north Alabama, going from zero to 100 percent humidity, married 1 year and 1 month, first danced to “I want to grow old with you” from “The Wedding Singer” at her wedding reception, and can pour a glass of beer behind her back with her eyes closed while balancing a server tray, all without spilling a drop and with very little foam at the top of the glass.

And then there is the woman who wants her seat next to the dance floor reserved at all costs, getting me to smack around anyone who takes her seat while she’s dancing.

Finding joy in the simple things, like watching ants walk across the kitchen floor or crane flies bouncing against window screens, is a reminder how lucky I am.

I may be repeating my parents’ weekly ritual of going to the local dance hall on a Saturday night (mainly square dancing in their time), and I know how I find repetition boring, but in this case I am thoroughly enjoying myself because of the easy-going people who are sharing the social situation with me, wanting nothing but to have a good, clean, fun time together.

In awe, I watch couples skate around the room.

The room becomes a kaleidoscope made of twirling bodies – I see acrobats on the trapeze, throwing partner to partner to partner and back, or acrobatic flyers turning barrel rolls and figure 8s in the sky, colourful smoke trailing behind them to the soulful music…

Ceiling tiles lit up by Arduino-controlled LED spotlights…

Walls pulsing with fiber optic quilts like living tie-dyed shirts spinning around to the rhythmic beat…

Swing, cha cha, tango, merengue, simple hustle, rumba, salsa, waltz, foxtrot and 1950s-era costumes – I had forgotten how much fun these formal dance styles can be when mixed with freestyle dancing while meeting new friends who glide across the floor like they’re made of air.

It’s like having a reunion with myself from 25 to 30 years ago, thrashing on the dance floor or diving into the mosh pit, except now I’m older and my knees can’t take a jump off a 10-ft stage into the hypnotised masses.

Lucky to be here and happily participating in reconnecting thought patterns with physical dance patterns.

Yes, I’m easily distracted.  Today, I don’t mind – the politics of dancing can wait another day.

Time to get the wallflowers out on the dance floor to have a good time, Flying Monkey theatre at Lowe Mill, Kinesthetic Cue at Underground Madison, or wherever.

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The Committee says we need to tell you what the future looks like so you won’t be surprised when you find yourself fulfilling the prophetic predictions that determine how our lives will work out.

First of all, a nod to the band who turned my new at&t user agreement into a folk-metal song in the style of Korpiklaani/Fferyllt singing.  Leave it to youth to put their creativity to good business use!

I’m sure at&t doesn’t want to get mixed up with the CapitalOne Visigoth ad campaign, though, so I don’t expect royalty checks to come flying in from the communications behemoth very soon.

Anyway, in 14,282 days, after we’ve sent on our portion of the the intergalactic message that will pass through this part of the universe, we’ll have accomplished a mission that our species was assigned thousands of years ago when we were mere slaves for an advanced extraterrestrial civilisation that passed by our planet during their version of a weekend picnic getaway.

Of course, their days are not like our days so their weekend lasted a few years, the visitors enjoying their stay here while they determined how malleable we really are in comparison to others’ forms of socialised beings.

A quaint little species we were back then, scattered across the globe, a few remnants of our competing ancestral branches hidden in pockets of isolation.

They considered farming us like cattle but we became a rowdy bunch in captivity, subject to emotional outbursts that they could control only by killing, which was counterintuitive to their sense of protecting investment, product, profit and way of life, the four pillars of their culture back home.

They moved us to uninhabited parts of the planet, hoping our isolated, strange surroundings would serve as a virtual prison or enclosure that we would be unaware of and thus more willing to serve their purpose of training a few of us to carry on the idea of developing Earth into a superbrain.

If their experiment worked, we would be part of a galaxywide communications network in thousands of years, forwarding one message at least a million years old.

The Committee has many goals and they don’t want me to feel like my goal is the only important one.

However, they understand that if my teaching is correct and I am truly part of this group that has passed a message from one person to another within a loose network, then it won’t hurt to devote part of our species’ limited resources toward turning Earth into a relay station.

After all, the Book of the Future and our programmers’ supercomputer output agree that, in 1,000 years, such a goal is not only feasible but very likely a key contributor to extending the current supercivilisation forward.

Giving seven billion people one or two megagoals is good for morale.

At the same time, we have to give them subcultural goals that keep those inside the edge of every subculture the comfortable belief they are correct in their simplified view of life while those on the edge who are in charge of communicating across subcultures can maintain a semblance of peace while handling the barter exchange that our species has come to depend upon, knowing that life is far from simple.

I want to throw my opinion into arenas in which I don’t have an investment because somehow I think that being in charge means I have to have an opinion about everything.

The Committee tells me not to worry.  Long before I came along, lines of communication were established that translate my general edicts into social messages that individuals believe came from the person in charge of the Committee, sometimes consciously but usually at a level of thinking that is not understood.

So, although I want to tell my national government that it’s okay to force a government shutdown in order to stop people in their tracks and force them to consider the harsh reality that expenditures are exceeding revenue by a margin that has to be changed, either by major reallocation of resources away from departmental budgets that are not generating exponential tax revenue growth or by eliminating popular social services that will trigger a change in people’s spending habits because they’ll now have to save for their own health/elderly care, the Committee members claim they have those messages already taken care of.

It started with making sure all legislative members were independently wealthy and thus unaffected by reelection politics.

This was accomplished by creating a continuity – the same fund sources pay for legislative positions, ensuring a person voted into a particular seat, representing a certain district, has the essentially the same agenda as the previous person and the person to follow.

That is, to cut the check, business as usual.

If corporations that run the world do not want to support charities or invest R&D resources for sustainable living, then governments, which, again, are just a specialised form of business, won’t, either.

Just like parents who are starting to push special needs students out of their children’s classrooms when the need of the one is taking away too many resources from the needs of the many.

It is not a fair world, I am learning in 2011.

The only way to protect the needs of your friends and family is to make wise business decisions in everything you do.

If people in a group can find no reason to support the weak among them, they will find a way to remove the weak from the group.

A harsh message, to be sure, but one that our mass media seems to project the loudest right now, as the balance of global power shifts.

Making significant sacrifices as if we’re at war.

At war with old ways of thinking, as usual.

The more things change…

If your friends and family can’t compete in the global marketplace, are they worth keeping?

Look at your social media connections and see if that’s not the message you’ve been convinced to help spread.

Cut and paste the past to suit your future!